Today is April 9st, 2012,and it’s my birthday…
When I got up early in the morning I realized that it’s my
birthday, yeahh…a lot of wishes I found in my heart, I thanked God for His
mercy, grace, favor, and for always being with me for 23 years I live my life
in the Earth, not long after that while I was laying down, I opened my facebook
account and YESSSS… I got a lot of prayers, wishes, hopes, messages, and
mentions from my friends in facebook , at the time I couldn’t answer and give any comment to their postings
and mentions in twitter, it’s because I was using a phone to open the accounts,
and my phone was really horrible n sucks...ahahaahaaa…
On that day everything’s just going and running like usual,
there is no pleasant and shocking or crazy surprise I got, except hundreds of
postings on facebook, tens of text, and a phone calling from my best friend, she
told me that she couldn’t go or hang out
for fun in my birthday, because her grandfa just came from a distance and really from far away, I understood
about that, but there’s another girl, I didn’t know what’s wrong with this girl
that I thought she is my girl friend, a girl that could make me smile with her action on
that day just change 180 degrees, she just like forgot about my birthday, even
she didn’t try to call me and give me a greeting for my birthday…huhuuhuuuu….it’s
a bit weird for me, but yeahh life must go on man! Love never fails, I’ve known
that there is a person that really faithful, He never leaves and forsakes me alone,
so whatever’s going on I kept having joy, happiness was stay my portion at the
time…hohohoooooo…
In the afternoon of that day I went to the church for
singing practice for an event that my church’s gonna make two days after that
day. Just right after I finished my practice I got a calling from my brodaa
Fery, he told me that I had to go home cause my father was suffering at home in
my hometown, when I just got home in Palangkaraya my brodaa told me that our
dad’s just gone, “He passed away” my brodaa said,,,yeahhh…I can’t explain how
was my feeling and what was in my mind at that time, it’s like the Earth was running
really quickly, and my mind went to every memory that I had with my dad, every
laugh, tear, smile, and confusion in his face. And I felt there are tears
dropped and flew in my cheeks, and just can say “God is good and always good…everything that comes from You is also will be back to You ”
I still remember that in the afternoon before going for
singing practice my dad just called me and he said “buusuuu…come here and go
home, it seems that I live no longer anymore and I’m closer to that day…” huaaaaaa…it’s
hard to say how was my feeling when I heard that,, and my dad often time
mentioned like that on the days before. And I still remember just around a week
ago when I sleep in the same bed with him cause my mom was really tired because
of the day before she didn’t sleep a whole night, so I slept with my dad and looked
after him, we’re just talking and chatting and our topics just went to
everywhere…ahahahaa…and just 2 hours after chatting he said “waiitttt…!! do I know
you…?” “whaattt?? I’m your son dad…ahahahaaa….” Yeahhh sometimes my dad just
forgot about everything…huhuuuuu…I miss that moment…now I just can say “Rest In
Peace My Beloved dad…I know that u’re happy with Jesus right now”